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The brand new start?

Following the event few days ago, we had a strange relationship.
After two apologies, he didn't talk to me much. Every time he said something to me was only about our son or house chords or something about the coming schedule. He didn't shared his thoughts, which was not a bad thing because I had enough about his complaints on works.
We slept separately. The following day, I left him with Kimi. Yesterday, I slept with Kimi. But we all slept well. I loved sleeping with my baby, however he wet his bed again. It's time to change his diaper to a bigger size.
I'm not sure when he will hold me or kiss me again. I will wait. We didn't have much sex since I gave birth to my son. I believe intimacy is important between couples. For him, it seems not important anymore. Maybe its because of my body shape or the tiring works, he has less interests in me. Well, with this conflict, I think I have to wait for a longer time.
It's ok.
At least, I feel better.
We seem to be better.
Now it's about time to focus on my thesis paper.

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